A Lesson In Drawing

vá e veja (1985)


 My son places his paint box in front of me
 and asks me to draw a bird for him.
 Into the color gray I dip the brush
 and draw a square with locks and bars.
 Astonishment fills his eyes: 
'… But this is a prison, Father,
 Don't you know, how to draw a bird?' 
And I tell him: 'Son, forgive me. 
I've forgotten the shapes of birds.' 

My son puts the drawing book in front of me
 and asks me to draw a wheatstalk.
 I hold the pen and draw a gun. 
My son mocks my ignorance, 
demanding,
 'Don't you know, Father, the difference between a 
wheatstalk and a gun?' 
I tell him, 'Son, 
once I used to know the shapes of wheatstalks
 the shape of the loaf 
the shape of the rose
 But in this hardened time
 the trees of the forest have joined
 the militia men
 and the rose wears dull fatigues
 In this time of armed wheatstalks
 armed birds
 armed culture
 and armed religion
 you can't buy a loaf
 without finding a gun inside
 you can't pluck a rose in the field
 without its raising its thorns in your face
 you can't buy a book
 that doesn't explode between your fingers.' 

My son sits at the edge of my bed
 and asks me to recite a poem, 
A tear falls from my eyes onto the pillow. 
My son licks it up, astonished, saying:
 'But this is a tear, father, not a poem!' 
And I tell him: 
'When you grow up, my son, 
and read the diwan of Arabic poetry
 you'll discover that the word and the tear are twins
 and the Arabic poem
 is no more than a tear wept by writing fingers.'

 My son lays down his pens, his crayon box in
 front of me
 and asks me to draw a homeland for him. 
The brush trembles in my hands
 and I sink, weeping

por: Nizar Qabbani
fonte: https://www.poemhunter.com/nizar-qabbani/ebooks/?ebook=0&filename=nizar_qabbani_2004_9.pdf

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